Expectations

As we move through Lent, we become more aware of the difficulty we have in meeting our own expectations.  Perhaps we have set the bar too high, and are growing discouraged at our inability to fulfill the goals we've set for ourselves.  On the other hand we might be straining and forcing ourselves to the breaking point in trying to keep up with our Lenten goals.  There needs to be a happy medium here.  What do our expectations represent?  Are we looking to be "perfect"?  If so, yes, we will face disappointment, for "perfect" we are not; only ONE is perfect, and that is God. And what does this loving God expect of us?
That is the question.  It is safe to say that he's looking for what is best for us, what will make us the best version of who we can be, what will make us happy.  God is not in the market for glum and gloomy disciples, but for people who will radiate their goodness and capacity to love, who will welcome all into their lives, and who will be willing to share their love with all.  Not that we should relent on our prayer, fasting and almsgiving, but should not fall into a dither when we fail to live up to our expectations. The up and down process of success and failure can bring us closer to God (our real goal for Lent) perhaps better than a rigid adherence to a regimen that is making us and those around us miserable.
Bro. Rene